Never knew why I was always so connected and drawn to roses.
Out of all the toxic relationships I've been in, all of them seem to have one common denominator..
d e s t r u c t i v e .
I fell in love with Destruction, and it fell right back in love with me,
Together we was unified,
I was growing you, while you was killing me.
I never once asked myself
why in my 22 years have I never received a bouquet of flowers
or a bundle of red roses
I guess I was undeserving of someone else's love
That I soon came to realize
Can not be given,
Only received, bearing from within.
Throughout the betrayal, abuse, and the pain
I was able to pick myself back up again
Change my flower pot. Cut off the dead weeds
Water myself, Be susceptible to all sunshine and,
Just Grow baby. Grow. Xx - i